Is this really happening again. I wanted to believe that for once someone wasn’t going to fuck you over, but I knew it. Of course, something in my life that was too good to be true. I always knew in the back of my mind he was a shitty fucking person like most of the men you’ve ever been with. It’s like there’s literally no hope. I don’t understand what’s going on. You would think that after all the shit you’ve been through you would see that the way this relationship was going, all the secrets, all the time you had to wait in between your visits, and not to mention his minor criminal record that something wasn’t right. All the shit he said was going to happen was just too good to be true. I don’t even know what to think about this. I’m honestly scared you might do something stupid or get hurt and I don’t want that.